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i wish there was a button you could push that wiped away all you ever were and ever knew and you could start over. maybe your dreams, passions and gifts stayed with you but everything else disappeared. i want to get a job in downtown chicago. i want an apartment right off an el stop, that i can decorate. i want to move things in. i don't want to know anyone, i want to be free of relationships and people. i want to be by myself. i want to wake up alone and go to sleep alone. i want to drink coffee by myself in the mornings at an old white kitchen table. i want to have a golden retriever, that is old. i want to play counting crows with my windows open. i want an art room. i want to have a part time job in a coffee shop or in paper source at nights. i want to walk blocks and blocks from my work to get home. i want to go garage and antique shopping to find knick knacks for my apartment. i want to journal in a small cafe. i want to create. i want to have an all white bed plush with white bedding. i want to be twenty-seven. i want my own life.
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do we need to talk?
Do you have the winter blues? Do you need to forgive yourself? You need to come home and talk with your Mom.......I love you, sweetheart.....don't wish your life away! You will be 27 soon enough and then you will wish you were still 20....trust me....it's true!!!
i want that too.
maybe i could have that next to your apartment and we could each have our alone time but still have a friend to shop with and talk with and get coffee with?
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